*I stay lookin Natural with the lite make-up.
Got them Pink Nail tips wit the Black Lining
Just wearin the black tee wit skinny jeans
Struttin in the black heels to match.
This be my Palace, my Kingdom
Where Nothing can overcome but Love
My King be concurring other Kingdoms
And the Queen keeps it moving
To many women have become to controlling
To many women have become to weak
To many women have forgotten their place
I know that women are not to be ran over by men
But know that the Man leads the relationship
While the Woman follows by his side
Affection and Love is what he needs
Maybe some Ego Stroking
But overall I know ladies be wanting the same
Do your thing and always take care of him
Because in the end he will know how down you are
And he will put your life before his
He will support you, because you are his Queen
God bless this next generation
Friday, November 13, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Good Lovin Weekend

I had such a FABULOUS weekend with my babe.
I spent all day with him Friday getting his Ipod replaced cus the battery exploded! lol. Then when we got back the screen didn't work and went to go replace it again. Wow.
We went out that night to a secret place. Then made our way out in Waikiki connecting with friends. But we mostly hung out in VIP just kicking and don't forget getting down on the dance floor. He bought me lilies!! I love it.
Saturday and Sunday was recovery days. Didn't even go out Halloween. But will definitely post pics of my sorority sisters that came by my work.
Also had an amazing talk with my Dad today. Never really realized how down my parents are in supporting me. Don't let anyone get in your way of your dreams.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Life is What you make it...
-Attitude for no bread in my fridge...
-Therefore spending unnecessary money on lunch
-To many people hanging the crip everyday..want my own space
-Don't know how to keep up with homework with everything
+Put my foot down on what I needed to say for my sisterhood
+Made sure to give big kisses and hugs to my man
+Spend time at the pool and read Twilight
+Getting ready for my babe's BIG Night Saturday!! His first performance!!
+Still living after everything I do to survive...I thank God for my blessings
-Therefore spending unnecessary money on lunch
-To many people hanging the crip everyday..want my own space
-Don't know how to keep up with homework with everything
+Put my foot down on what I needed to say for my sisterhood
+Made sure to give big kisses and hugs to my man
+Spend time at the pool and read Twilight
+Getting ready for my babe's BIG Night Saturday!! His first performance!!
+Still living after everything I do to survive...I thank God for my blessings
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Inspired: Competition
I watched this off the Weekend Warriors Blog and it was AMAZING
to hear Michael Jordan's story. I hope that you watch it
and take it to heart. <3
It's Startin!!!

So if you didn't know...my boyfriend started to get into music...it's been for the last two months day and night of committed work. It's been sometimes hard on our relationship, but we both know it's for the DREAM. I support him always to let him be the man to use his talents to what he wants. Because I know he will do great at whatever he pursues. As of now...He IS the Greatest Rapper ALIVE. Period. We say that with confidence not arrogance. We already started planning some events for him to perform at and we want everyone to jump on the movement with us.
I already started creating his myspace and facebook page with a new email. Once everything starts going I will let you know.
Now my question to you...What have to done to chase your Dreams lately???
Friday, September 11, 2009
New Video: Slow Dance...Dedicated to my baby
Friday: Nat Nat & 2Nyce day...only free day for both of us...phones off please...let's slow dance
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Monday, August 31, 2009
I LLUUUVVV my Man!!!
We decided to walk thru Waikiki since we live here and wanted to try something new...
Walked at the beginning of Kalakaua, circled the International Marketplace, thru Dukes, walked along the beach barefoot & holding hands..and ended back on my street eating at Red Lobsters mainly for the cheese biscuits...if you really know me I can't eat no seafood, it makes me gag...it's my Navajo side..we're desert people.
Even though we walked in one big circle, some things happened...we were walking and talking...then out of no where my ankle rolled and my body went diving head first...luckily my babe was holding my hand and DIDN'T let go and my body just swung across his body...Now he will always make fun of me telling me that I can't walk in platforms otherwise I might fall on my face...It's funny now but not at the time...I first complained bout walking in a big circle...but then reflected on how much I love being with my man and just appreciating the fact that we live in Paradise. I've gotten soo busy already I barely see him all day like I use to...I just makes me want to be with him more....
I hope that other woman can have the type of relationship that I have wit my babe.
Walked at the beginning of Kalakaua, circled the International Marketplace, thru Dukes, walked along the beach barefoot & holding hands..and ended back on my street eating at Red Lobsters mainly for the cheese biscuits...if you really know me I can't eat no seafood, it makes me gag...it's my Navajo side..we're desert people.
Even though we walked in one big circle, some things happened...we were walking and talking...then out of no where my ankle rolled and my body went diving head first...luckily my babe was holding my hand and DIDN'T let go and my body just swung across his body...Now he will always make fun of me telling me that I can't walk in platforms otherwise I might fall on my face...It's funny now but not at the time...I first complained bout walking in a big circle...but then reflected on how much I love being with my man and just appreciating the fact that we live in Paradise. I've gotten soo busy already I barely see him all day like I use to...I just makes me want to be with him more....
I hope that other woman can have the type of relationship that I have wit my babe.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Back on it!!
So I haven't been online for a good minute...except checking my emails and reading the news and my daily blogs....Some things that have happened
-Hurricane Felicia was suppose to hit Hawaii, but it depressed to some clouds and rain
-My purse got stolen at Walmart, but luckily they found it and only the cash was gone =(
-Got my babe the MyTouch phone, and bout to get my dad the G1 phone
-Quit working at Zanzabar!!! I cant stand drunk people!! Especially for work.
- Summer is coming to an end...school is in one day!!! I guess I'm excited cus it's
my senior year and I get to also have a lil sister for my sorority.
It's bout to get real busy!!!
Goals:
-Get everything in order for school, books, classes
-Start dancing for a Tahitian group
-Learn to cook for dinners
-Plan events for my babe, and sorority
-Save up to either go to Canada or Cali for Christmas
- Keep hustlin!!
-Hurricane Felicia was suppose to hit Hawaii, but it depressed to some clouds and rain
-My purse got stolen at Walmart, but luckily they found it and only the cash was gone =(
-Got my babe the MyTouch phone, and bout to get my dad the G1 phone
-Quit working at Zanzabar!!! I cant stand drunk people!! Especially for work.
- Summer is coming to an end...school is in one day!!! I guess I'm excited cus it's
my senior year and I get to also have a lil sister for my sorority.
It's bout to get real busy!!!
Goals:
-Get everything in order for school, books, classes
-Start dancing for a Tahitian group
-Learn to cook for dinners
-Plan events for my babe, and sorority
-Save up to either go to Canada or Cali for Christmas
- Keep hustlin!!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Transferrin into something bigger!!

Many people don't know me and how very fortunate I have been in life to have wonderful parents that could always support me when I needed it. But it has been a blessing and curse to be spoiled all your life. In the end I have to learn on my own how to be independent. I truly believe that sometimes it is better to learn on your own. But it also powerful to ask others about their experiences and struggles. Luckily I have a man that will always support me. And he grew up the total opposite being homeless and dead broke. He always reminds me of how good I have it to have food and shelter and four jobs...instead of collecting cans and donating blood to make money.
Sometimes I get really stressed when I come to my last few dollars and have no where to turn to but waiting for my next check or tips. But I pray everyday to God that everything will be okay. And I have put it in his hands to take care of me. He knows more than I do what I need. So through this period of my life I'm learning to not worry or want money. And to just appreciate what I have and know that life is not about having the latest gadgets, cars, cell phones, clothes, etc. But about loving others like your family and friends. To learn how to build your community into a better place.
Me and my boyfriend have been reading alot of books...The Power of Positive Thinking, The Power of Now, The Miseducation of a Negro, Smart Cookies Guide to Making More Dough...And we have decided to start a movement. Just like Obama said..Change just with us. We're coming up with big ideas. It will take a while before it starts to come out. So stay blessed!!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
BLESSED & LOVED<3
I LOVE gettin mail..even letters and cards.My dad sent me some amazing info about my family tree,
my parents wedding pictures, t-shirt, dvd, and card.
Then my sister Britney sent me a dvd for hoop dancing.
Love my FAMILY!!
Babe also upgraded my bed to a queen witheverything on it..the cover can heat up too..crazy!
And he got me a white dresser too...I love my boo!
I got this plant for my apartment. A friend told meyou should never name your plant cus it'll die.
And that's what happen to my first one..
so this one I just call him our "Friend"
And he's growing!! I'm soo proud of him.
I always say hello and sing to him when I'm watering him.
Plants are good for your health!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
So confused...
I really love this song..but alot of people are hating on the music video. It's totally different from what everyone expected. But dang Kanye West..like did the females all have to have them big titties?? I think the whole video is funny like some kind of joke. Oh well hopefully he learns from it. Still a classic song to me.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
I want a kitten!!
So if you don't know bout me...i don't like dogs. I love cats. And me and my man are different in that way. but lately he told me he was thinking that eventually we could get a kitten. a black or gray one. so I've been looking on craigslist and some people giving kittens for free!! Next year I'm gettin my kitten!!
I love My Man
"I never thought I would say this..or even think of it...
but I noticed that we both need each other. Like I really do need you"
-my babe
but I noticed that we both need each other. Like I really do need you"
-my babe
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Sent my Father's Day cards

So this morning I got my Father's Day cardsfor both my daddy & my stepdad.
Then I also got Chris his Father's day card.
We're celebrating Father's day today
since we never seem to celebrate on the day of the holiday..lol.
And I know he won't get to see his baby so I
thought would be better to make him feel special today.
May everyone have a special Father's day!!
OFFICIALLY FRUSTRATED & STRESSED!!
I HATE LOOKING FOR JOBS!!
I have never had such a hard time looking for jobs.
Me & my roommate have been applying to all sorts of jobs
over the past month. Had some call backs but nothing real.
Lucky I still have two part-time jobs to get by.
But what's the point of my summer!
Okay maybe I just need to turn to God more
and search more on faith.
Because I still have many blessings
and maybe he has a bigger plan for me...
I have never had such a hard time looking for jobs.
Me & my roommate have been applying to all sorts of jobs
over the past month. Had some call backs but nothing real.
Lucky I still have two part-time jobs to get by.
But what's the point of my summer!
Okay maybe I just need to turn to God more
and search more on faith.
Because I still have many blessings
and maybe he has a bigger plan for me...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Purple DRRAANNKKK!!! lol
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Every Friday...
Goodbye Myspace!!

As much as I love being able to design your own pages. But it had to come to an end. I decided to keep my facebook page to keep in contact with my family and school friends. Otherwise I would have no contact with the mainland world...So sad how much be be livin our lives online now of days...But it's always great finding old friends online and seeing how much they have grown. Or even to see them begin families with new kids. Hit me up on Facebook or Twitter!!
Feelin' This!!
I really don't like Cassie too much except her first hit "Me & You" but I kinda like this new song. And I'm kinda liking the hair. But seriously I hope I don't see nobody on the street with that hair!! cus best believe I'll say something! LOL.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
emotional & stubborn
Last night was suppose to be a great night.
Chris, his brother, Jessica & I were all dressed up
to go to zbar on Friday night.
I got us on the guest list and we walked right in
past the long lines, and it was packed.
Well I was havin fun dancin with my girls.
And then I went to ask my babe to dance,
he had this long explanation bout everything.
I don't know what it was but the whole explaining
just reminded me of how before we were official
and how he would say "you just don't want other girls
to dance with me." I just wanted to dance no explanations!!
It made me really emotional. I wanted to leave.
So I told Chris I was going to walk home.
At least he was a grown man and wouldn't let me walk.
It was just a good turned bad night.
WE let it go. but I still need to explain why it bothered me.
I hope that this situation doesn't make him think we can never go out...
Chris, his brother, Jessica & I were all dressed up
to go to zbar on Friday night.
I got us on the guest list and we walked right in
past the long lines, and it was packed.
Well I was havin fun dancin with my girls.
And then I went to ask my babe to dance,
he had this long explanation bout everything.
I don't know what it was but the whole explaining
just reminded me of how before we were official
and how he would say "you just don't want other girls
to dance with me." I just wanted to dance no explanations!!
It made me really emotional. I wanted to leave.
So I told Chris I was going to walk home.
At least he was a grown man and wouldn't let me walk.
It was just a good turned bad night.
WE let it go. but I still need to explain why it bothered me.
I hope that this situation doesn't make him think we can never go out...
Friday, June 5, 2009
So Blessed
Well our good friend Onagi some how posted bail and got of jail three days after reporting.
My babe's brother got us an iron and ironing board, and Onagi got us some nice glasses for a house warming gift. THANK YOU!!!
We just BBQ outside and played some Bones and I WON!!
We just feel so blessed to around great friends.
Today I went looking for a summer job.
I hope I get one soon. But tonight we going out!! BTW....I'm so happy when I go to the club with my babe. Cus we be holding hands, kissing, hugging, sitting together. If you know what I've had to do at the club before we were together....you would understand. Neways I thank God for my many blessings!!
My babe's brother got us an iron and ironing board, and Onagi got us some nice glasses for a house warming gift. THANK YOU!!!
We just BBQ outside and played some Bones
We just feel so blessed to around great friends.
Today I went looking for a summer job.
I hope I get one soon. But tonight we going out!! BTW....I'm so happy when I go to the club with my babe. Cus we be holding hands, kissing, hugging, sitting together. If you know what I've had to do at the club before we were together....you would understand. Neways I thank God for my many blessings!!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
Takin Care of Each Other
New Moon Trailer
I really haven't read the Twilight books but thinkin bout it.
But excited for the new movie to come out!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Got me a Handyman...

My babe's battery gave out two days ago.
We finally bought a new one and he started to replace it.
It took him two hours to try and pull it out.
but Mercedes finally told him there were
two screws holdin it down, that wasn't
even in the owner's manual.
I swear that's how they make money...
Well at least my babe got to use my tools.
Now we back cruisin on the road again.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Amazin Memorial Day weekend!!

(View from our Hotel room @ Hale Koa)
Well God has put some hard times on us
but has opened much bigger doors.
On Friday my babe had to get out of his place
cus of some unfortunate events and asked me to help him
Of coarse I would help him, that's my man.
We got a hotel room and kicked all day and night!!
I even learned how to play Domino's..takin over!
Me n my girl Jessica got our new place in WAIKIKI!!
Don't worry goin to post some pics on my upgrade.
Been chillin all weekend wit my babe, Jessica, n da boyz.
If you ain't livin like this...then how you livin??
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Smile
So this song is HOT!! I was just smilin cus my babe played this song this morning pumping it in his Mercedes baby!! He was soo cute thinkin he's like the only person that got this song...lol.
p.s. Parental Advisory on this video. Check Yourself!!
One of those days...need love
Have to many things slippin today...
I won't spill my beans bout it cus already did
thanks Jessica for lettin me vent out!!
but thought I'd just re-read the email
my moms sent to me yesterday after
I had confessed how bad I was doing in school.
I love my mom because she loves me no matter what
and always has inspiring words!!
I won't spill my beans bout it cus already did
thanks Jessica for lettin me vent out!!
but thought I'd just re-read the email
my moms sent to me yesterday after
I had confessed how bad I was doing in school.
I love my mom because she loves me no matter what
and always has inspiring words!!
"wow, I am glad you are learning from you mistakes and moving on. Life is tough and so enjoy the good times when they come. You need to feel these hard times, so you can appreciate how hard it is to make it and then keep striving for it. I am so proud of you and think these decisions are great. Just know that you are special and loved very much. The whole family looks up to you and love you. I am jealous of your warm weather, but not the bugs. The Lord loves you and knows you and will help you whenever you ask. He knows what you are facing, so turn to him for everything. Love you lots, mom"
Saturday, May 16, 2009
New Beginnings...Congratz Laura!!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Inspiration.
"I can do all things through Christ
which strengtheneth me."
-Philippians 4:13
Try say that to yourself ten times a day
and see how your life changes
which strengtheneth me."
-Philippians 4:13
Try say that to yourself ten times a day
and see how your life changes
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Incredible day with babe.
Today my babe came and got me to spend time together.
We went to this botanical park which was nice
and had our lil picnic. Too bad the bugs were attackin babe.
After a frustrating morning we went to go see Star Trek!!
It was a great movie with both action and humor.
The graphics and storyline was great. One of the top movies of the year.

We went to this botanical park which was nice
and had our lil picnic. Too bad the bugs were attackin babe.
After a frustrating morning we went to go see Star Trek!!
It was a great movie with both action and humor.
The graphics and storyline was great. One of the top movies of the year.

I could have been there...
It's funny that my dad called me yesterday
and reminded me that I could have had
Obama speaking at my graduation if I decided to stay at ASU.
It's all good. I got YouTube to see him.
But what an INSPIRING SPEECH!!
But I never regret transferring to Hawaii.
Going to Hawaii's Graduation this Saturday.
Congratulations Class of 2009!!
Precious: Based on the novel Push
Checked out this trailer and info from Don't Trip Yet
Movie out Nov. 6, 2009
Have to go see this, it's so moving.
p.s. did you even notice Mariah Carey with no makeup??
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Great DAY
- Job interview for summer job
- Found a new 3 bedroom apartment..YAY!!
- Babe takin me to see Star Trek. SO EXCITED
There is always good in everything!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Happy Mother's Day!!
because I worked a double Morning & Night.
But I already gave her a Card & Presents
when I went home.
"Behind every Powerful Man is a
Powerful Woman
that holds it down!"
I love my mom! I talk to her
and she runs our family of 9!!
I want to be like her in every way and more.
LOVE YOU MOM!!
But I already gave her a Card & Presents
when I went home.
"Behind every Powerful Man is a
Powerful Woman
that holds it down!"
I love my mom! I talk to her
and she runs our family of 9!!
I want to be like her in every way and more.
LOVE YOU MOM!!
Friday, May 8, 2009
Why Do We Stop Ourselves from Greatness??
Our Deepest Fear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are
powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.
We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small
Does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine,
As children do.
We were born to make manifest
The glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us;
It's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.
By Marianne Williamson
I KNEW IT...LOL
Which female R&B artist are you?
BEYONCE: Family and love. You treasure both as much as you do your Popeye's fried chicken. You are blessed with many talents and are not afraid to utilize them. You are an emotional person, falling into love dangerously. But you are truly Bonnie to your man's Clyde and are down enough to watch a basketball game with him. Your girls love your playful personality and know that whatever happens, you got their back.
Take this quiz!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Goin to be MIA for couple weeks
I got finals comin up
Papers due
Helpin my babe on his hustle
Kickin it with all my friends that
are going to be graduating!!
Party & Study like a sexy nerd!
Wish me luck!!
p.s. I'll be back with some good updates.
Papers due
Helpin my babe on his hustle
Kickin it with all my friends that
are going to be graduating!!
Party & Study like a sexy nerd!
Wish me luck!!
p.s. I'll be back with some good updates.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Going home...
I'm goin home tomorrow for my Grandma Crowfoot's funeral.
I haven't been back to Canada for about two years.
And I don't miss the cold. But I'm excited to see my family again.
Spent enough money on flowers leis and candy to bring back.
I pray that I will be okay traveling.
Gettin worried about the swine flu.
Live your life in every moment.
I haven't been back to Canada for about two years.
And I don't miss the cold. But I'm excited to see my family again.
Spent enough money on flowers leis and candy to bring back.
I pray that I will be okay traveling.
Gettin worried about the swine flu.
Live your life in every moment.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Great weekend!!
I had such a great weekend:
Went out with some homeboyz..
V.I.P. bottle service at Level 4.
Then woke up Saturday morning to go
with Sweetie to Spring New Products Show.
Found some good wax that is the Business!!
Have to buy it!! *new hustle maybe??*
Told my sweetie who I was with on Friday
and he got mad that I didn't tell him.
I really didn't think he cared because usually doesn't care.
But I see him changing.
He told me to always tell him who he is with.
Trust..My sweetie is not insecure or jealous about other dudes...
It's for in case if something happens,
especially if I'm with some guys then he knows
who to go after for not watching over me
or if they get in a fight and I get stranded.
Overall he wasn't mad because I didn't know.
Made a promise to always let him know who I'm with...
We spent Saturday night together chilling.
I went to the beach Sunday!! Frickin cloudy.
Oh well it's way too hot when the sun is shining.
Then Sunday night when I wasn't feeling good,
very vulnerable, emotional, and insecure...
my Sweetie called to make sure I was alright. =]
Went out with some homeboyz..
V.I.P. bottle service at Level 4.
Then woke up Saturday morning to go
with Sweetie to Spring New Products Show.
Found some good wax that is the Business!!
Have to buy it!! *new hustle maybe??*
Told my sweetie who I was with on Friday
and he got mad that I didn't tell him.
I really didn't think he cared because usually doesn't care.
But I see him changing.
He told me to always tell him who he is with.
Trust..My sweetie is not insecure or jealous about other dudes...
It's for in case if something happens,
especially if I'm with some guys then he knows
who to go after for not watching over me
or if they get in a fight and I get stranded.
Overall he wasn't mad because I didn't know.
Made a promise to always let him know who I'm with...
We spent Saturday night together chilling.
I went to the beach Sunday!! Frickin cloudy.
Oh well it's way too hot when the sun is shining.
Then Sunday night when I wasn't feeling good,
very vulnerable, emotional, and insecure...
my Sweetie called to make sure I was alright. =]
Rest In Peace Grandma Crowfoot

So this mornin' I woke up to my mom callin'
me tellin me that Grandma Crowfoot passed away.
She is from my stepfather's side.
It's been a long time since I've seen her, even years.
But I know that she was a strong woman
who had sent her all of her children
to people she didn't know
to be taken care of so that they could get
an education. Only having faith.
May you rest in peace.
This picture is ssooo old. See if you can find me.
This not even half the family no more since
everyone has more kids now
and all the cousins are married.
Friday, April 24, 2009
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