Right now I'm really learning patience.
I'm learning to be satisfied with that I have.
But to continually work for something more.
I find comfort in my family and my closest friends.
But I'm bout to search for what I want in life.
I just know that I want to somehow add to the world.
I don't need to be famous or known to everyone.
I don't need to use my pretty face to get me places.
I really just like to genuwinely smile and laugh.
I really want to make a difference in other people's lives.
But it takes one day at a time and it begins with me.
I haven't been the best person, family member, or friend.
I've made mistakes and hurt people.
But now I don't want that anymore.
I just want to be me.
I just want to be honest with myself and others.
I'm that girl that is ignorant to the world
because of where I'm from and how I was raised
But I don't let that be an excuse for anything.
I choose to be open-minded and a listener to others.
I have my clumsy, radical moments but I laugh with others.
I don't let anger or jealousy build on me because that's when you don't have control of your body and mind.
I forgive and never forget. but always gives second chances.
Those people that are not the ones I love,
I don't care bout what you think or say bout me.
My love is stubborn and won't listen to the world.
So with everything I'm going thru you wouldn't understand
how complex of a person that I am.
And you won't understand why I do what I do.
Cus nobody fully knows and understands me.
Just know that Family is first with God in my life.
I'm an affectionate person that loves her life.