He has blessed me with the perfect man that was made for me. I will probably go more into that later next week when our Anniversary comes up!
God has given me such a wonderful baby that is Growing so FAST! Sometimes I laugh at her thinking she is the biggest weirdo & I know she gets it from me. I sometimes look at her & can't believe she is my baby. She is extremely smart, advanced, fun, happy, shy, & most importantly healthy. She can't stay still with me but totally chills with her dad. Sometimes she looks at her daddy like she has this little crush on him by looking away and smiling. It's adorable. If you didn't already didn't know Beautiful has her own Facebook page. Just search "Beautiful Fa'amauia." That page is mainly made for my dad & mom but definitely so all her family & friends can keep update on my lil' monster.
Things that I have been doing lately:
-Started to do my own journal.
There things I will write online via Facebook, Twitter, Blog, Tumblr, etc. that share a lil' bit of me. But I'm starting to realize sharing to much of myself can make me lose myself. Also there too many things that I feel that either hurt or offend others. I guess it's to really vent out. Sometimes I have angry, negative feelings, but I truly feel those are things that should be personal. I don't like it when people use FB or whatever online outlet to vent out negative feelings. What you put out to the world will always be permanent! You can't take it back. (Unless your smart enough to delete it). I also always felt like I have multiple sides to me and I know this because I have so many outlets that share different things that don't really relate. Like things are screened because I know who is looking at it. Everything is put on consciously. Which is sad that I feel like I can't share my true self. But I truly think that like I said earlier it's better so I don't lose myself & more importantly I don't need everyone's comments & judgements. So Honestly you will never know the full real Nat Nat. And on a side note I will eventually will be doing some adventures like starting my own businesses where image is everything. Even my online image. And you never know if my man will become famous, things will change to more private.
-Just deleted my Twitter account
I thought Twitter was important to connect. But honestly having a personal twitter is actually feel like work. Like I honest feel like it's NOT worth it to have continually write something to keep followers. I really only knew maybe 10 people on there. I did like staying informed with info but now that these blogs and companies are making Facebook pages, I'd rather have that. And I just think it's ridiculous that these news people can say they got their info based off some celebrity's tweet. I don't want somebody to reference me from a tweet. And the whole thing bout replying to people by @ while your followers can see it. I think celebrities do it to show who they connect to by having a back and forth convo. Only thing I like bout twitter is the promoting of news and events. I think I just perfer the FB comments to each other. Like Oprah said "So many people are into the Celebradom of becoming famous." Like this whole idea of having everyone getting credit. What ever happened to giving credit to actual talent??? That's why I hate reality shows!! Especially about Housewives or families. I guess I value privacy & I think it promotes pop culture of women always fighting. Maybe I'll post on this later...
-Have Tumblr
You don't know what that is, look it up. I get obsessed look at some people's Tumblr. It gives me inspiration on everything. Facebook me if you want my link.
-Still Supporting my Man
Self-explanatory.
-Finally came up with my Business Concept
I don't want to give this away because I don't want to jinx it. But I have officially voiced it to my man. Which means that words have power behind what you say. So never say things just because but mean it. I'm getting excited because I got my desk all set up. Just talked today to the lady I want to do my internship with in a few months. And I've been doing lots of research and things to get it together. My body is just feeling so much excitement.
- Dealing with Past Relationships
Everyone grows and moves forward. And I feel that yes I have made bad mistakes to people. Really did bad things to people even those I were friends with or men I had relationships with. But one night a couple weeks ago I talked to my man bout things we had gone through & I have now come to peace knowing that everything was meant to be either as a learning lesson and let go or to help build it up. I was blessed to reconnect with a girlfriend that I had hurt 2 year ago. I'll just say that I'm very happy that we have reconnected and can build from where we left off. It was good to catch up. As for the men. They said hi. Lol. I don't want to talk bout it cause one is my best friend and that's another story but I'll talk bout it in a different way later. It will do with used to being the "other woman." I think every girl goes through that. The other ex said hi via twitter. Honestly that was the only way he could say hi. Now that's cut too. Sorry. My man is more important than past relationships.
If you read this whole post....thanks. lol. It was long. Promise my new posts won't ever be this long again!!
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